these profound afflictions beckoning me to you: you to me

I could live in hidden reflections or I could live out loud
Does it scare you that I still don't know
Falling and falling again
I am not worthy
I cannot change that fact
It was where I was born
Who I was born
Am I new?
Is it true?
Can I choose to believe this?
You stand back afar from me
Just looking
What do you want me to say?
You already know that what I need
Is you
Is all wrapped up in you
So why do you stand far off?

Don't you see these stains?
Don't you know the times I've denied you again and again?
How my actions have despised your remembrance
How my words have told lies at your expense
How my thoughts have been all tied up in me
I am not worthy
And yet you're looking at me
Just waiting
For a chance to swoop me up again
In those arms... oh my soul
The closeness I want
Seems an eternity from my reach

DO YOU SEE ME JESUS
DO YOU REALLY
OR IS THIS JUST A GAME?
I have treated you shamefully
It is I
Dancing with the ghost of a person
Nailed to the cross on that day
You lifted my burdens and took my sin away
I have nothing but you
Tell me not to stand here anymore
Tell me to run into your arms again
I can't stand this any longer
Pounding on this door once again
Oh Son of David, have mercy on me
Beloved Oh.. have mercy on me..
LOVE revealed violently in front of me
Washing me clean...
Take me away forever
Never let us part
Head to head
Heart of my heart
Breath of my breath
Take me away... take me away...
I only want to be with you
I ONLY WANT YOU
Can't you see?
Can't you see?
Come closer to me..
I haven't the strength to move
Take me, take me, take me...
I am yours!
I belong to you alone
Abba.. stay....
Stay, please..... just stay.